Almost Famous- watching the movie, not being
Posted by Jona8than | Labels: in progress, life, plans | Posted On Friday, April 25, 2008 at 11:45 p.m.
I am home. I am graduated. I am bored. I don't know what to do. I am looking for a job. I am thinking about art. I don't have any space for said thoughts about art. I ate Mary Brown's tonight and I am sick. I am not depressed. I am confused. I check Facebook way too much. I have nothing to read. I dislike the wind here though I missed it but a few months ago. I have thought about making the switch to the third person, but don't think that works for Jonathan. I miss people. I am mostly confused however.
It's only been a week, and I can not expect opportunities to fall in my lap right away; I am aware of that. One week is a small length of time. It's just that I find ti hard adjusting to not having somewhere to go everyday, something to do, the same people around me. I sometimes think that like animals, humans are creatures of habit. I feel I am one, least at this moment. I come home, and I can't get used to having nothing to do. I reread old magazines, books, go back and forth to the internet, watch tee vee I haven't seen in ages, but nothing interests me. I don't know if others are feeling this, some people go to better or different situations than I. Maybe worse. I don't know for certain.
I am unsure why I write this here, first time I really let personal experience into the blog, mostly it has been focused on my art making or things that do with my art making. Maybe this has to do with my art making. Been getting ever more personal in the making.
There are a lot of questions about my immediate plans, what am I going to do, etc. I dislike those questions. I ever ask people that. It is not because I don't care [ well, for some people I don't] but I don't ask because it is a tough question. Plans rarely go as planned. But I will write some aforementioned plans or perhaps expectations.
I will be moving into St.Johns to live with my brother in June. That is when I have a place of residence. Before then, I do not know. I'll be in there, off and on. Everything after that depends on variables. The variable dependent list I will post next, for I know how short people's attentions spans are. I kind of steal that from Arthur Asa Berger, who wrote a book in which the chapters are composed so they can be read in 15 minute spans.
It's only been a week, and I can not expect opportunities to fall in my lap right away; I am aware of that. One week is a small length of time. It's just that I find ti hard adjusting to not having somewhere to go everyday, something to do, the same people around me. I sometimes think that like animals, humans are creatures of habit. I feel I am one, least at this moment. I come home, and I can't get used to having nothing to do. I reread old magazines, books, go back and forth to the internet, watch tee vee I haven't seen in ages, but nothing interests me. I don't know if others are feeling this, some people go to better or different situations than I. Maybe worse. I don't know for certain.
I am unsure why I write this here, first time I really let personal experience into the blog, mostly it has been focused on my art making or things that do with my art making. Maybe this has to do with my art making. Been getting ever more personal in the making.
There are a lot of questions about my immediate plans, what am I going to do, etc. I dislike those questions. I ever ask people that. It is not because I don't care [ well, for some people I don't] but I don't ask because it is a tough question. Plans rarely go as planned. But I will write some aforementioned plans or perhaps expectations.
I will be moving into St.Johns to live with my brother in June. That is when I have a place of residence. Before then, I do not know. I'll be in there, off and on. Everything after that depends on variables. The variable dependent list I will post next, for I know how short people's attentions spans are. I kind of steal that from Arthur Asa Berger, who wrote a book in which the chapters are composed so they can be read in 15 minute spans.
